I mean ok im supposed to help my brother by teaching him random stuff like sec 1 chem physics and bio.
That's fine.
Im supposed to teach him for AT LEAST 4 HOURS during the week.
That's fine too.
If I dont teach him 4 hours I cant go out on sunday to watch 17 again.
That's slightly irritating. And pissyfying. But it's fine...ok...
And just because I intend to do it during the weekend when im not so busy, or tired, or just finished 2.4km or have chi tuition, or have dental appointment. My dad gets upset and starts threatening to throw out my comp, bans me from playing comp, threatens to stop be from going out forever, threatens to take away all my privelages and do goodness knows what.
And no. That's not fine.
I mean, at least give me the freedom to manage when i teach him. Just randomly whacking and scolding me without actually finding out anything is seriously...whatever.
>.>
Ok this is going to turn into a ranting session. Im going to start ranting about other things as well...pissifying things. ARGH.
I hate hypocrites. Please note that im not referring to anyone in particular here, but rather in general, so please dont take offence.
But I hate people who say one thing and say something else to the other person, or just plain lie or just i dont know, be two faced and backstabbish. So darn bloody pissing.
And coupled with the freely used "I love you". I just find it over the top. It's stupid really, the kind of situation some people use those three words. Whether under "the principle of reciprocity" or something. Using those three words without real meaning is just >.> And sorry if it's your values or something. just cant stand it at all.
The world is seriously filled with shallow people seriously. (Different person already from the top). But shallow people that crave for people's attention, that then crave for their condolences or help or comforting words without actually valueing their help at all. And these people use the "i love you" so easily to achieve their own purpose. Or maybe they actually THINK they mean it. or whatever, i dont know...but it's pissifying all the same.
And they say they mean it, but honestly, if these people have the kind of mindset such that they really believe that they really "love" the person...then i dont know what kind of fucking scrwd up mind they have.
The world is sometimes just screwed and unfair and stuff.
And ok im just frigging pissed so im just going to rant and rant at people. I dont care anymore.
>.>
And I also hate people with no self control. Seriously people who cant control themselves are a danger to themselves and other people, and they bring pain and suffering and goodness knows what other kinds of shit to the people around them.
Then they just go and say sorry, or worse still, not even apologise at all and act angry or upset or rude to the person and say "OH I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT IM SORRY OK DAMN ME COS IM WRONG". Then they just continue making the whole stupid shit worse, and expect other people to clear up after them.
Seriously, sometimes these people just destroy lives. And it's not only mine. Seriously i feel like i could just go and punch the stupid people in their faces and watch them cry and bleed and just die. I dont know. Ok i wont do that, at least there's some sanity left in me.
But i just hate them. And sometimes when these people refuse to change. JUST REFUSE. It's just INFURIATING. "IM TRYING" OR "I CANT DO IT" "IT'S HARD" all the kinds of shit fly out of these people's mouth and i dont know anymore.
It's just so frustrating. Seriously sometimes i just hate life. Irritating irritating irritating. And i bottle up my emotions too much. Just spent dunno how long listening to my all powerful dad scold me about some intangeble thing he's pissed about.
Shit ive blown my top. Im probably going to regret even writing this post tmr. But now im just going to cry myself to sleep.
Edit: Haha im feeling better now...and less pissed with the entire world in general xD
Yay ranting helps ALOT lol. And thanks for all the people who wrote on my tagboard haha =D Glad to see that im not alone in this world...THANKS GUYS =)
But arrrgghhh still sian. Better go and give my brother his 2nd hour of tuition xD.
Fishballs; 10:56 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I have taken to being peckish at two random things.
1) 70% DARK CHOCOLATE
I suddenly have this craving for super dark chocolate. omg it is SO DARN GOOD XDXD. I think i get high from eating this HAHA.
Normally I dont eat that much dark chocolate but OOOH DARK CHOCOLATE IS GOOD. Bitter, with just a hint of sweetness. Not sickly sweet like most chocolates xD
2) Mozzarella cheese
My fridge holds lots of secrets. One day, I decided to explore these secrets. AND I FOUND MOZZARELLA CHEESE. Possibly inspired by mousehunt, I decided to cut out a small cube of cheese and take it back to my room to nibble. And play mousehunt. xD
AND SINCE THEN I CANT STOP MYSELF. Cheese taste good...hmm...
Have to beware of russ lim and swiss army knives. eeks!
And on a side note, Mousehunt hates me D=
3:28pm I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Ghost mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap. 3:12pm I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Ravenous Zombie mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap.
Additionally, the fiend pillaged 1,142 gold from me! 3:00pm I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Vampire mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off.
Additionally, the fiend pillaged 2,813 gold from me! 2:34pm I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Bat mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap.
The power of this mouse crippled my courage, setting me back 668 points. 2:25pm I claimed a King's Reward worth 9 pieces of Swiss. 2:00pm I returned to check my trap, but it appeared a Ghost mouse had eaten a piece of cheese without setting it off. 1:58pm I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my efforts were fruitless. A Ghost mouse ate a piece of cheese without setting off my trap.
Additionally, the fiend pillaged 668 gold from me! 1:42pm I sounded the Hunter's Horn, but my radioactive blue cheese failed to attract a mouse.
Fishballs; 10:36 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Haha just a short post before I go and slack even more...seems that i cant get into the mood for posting xD Just plain lazy sigh
So random fun thinigies in my otherwise boring life =D
1) Law and the projector screen
Mr Law: Now you see right, for dialysis... *Draws on projector screen* Mr Law: OH NO. GIMME AN ERASER. *rubs it furiously" Mr Law: See! Good as new!
Mr Law: OOohh...I'm not afraid to draw on the projector screen anymore.
2) Pink draws attention
Our board at the back is now a nice shade of pink =D. And I think we love our board too much, so, in one math lesson (just before math TA) we ALL turned our seats and faced the back of the class to stare at the pink notice board xD
that day was epic. Eddie decided to go out of class cos he was feeling random, so we all decided to go and find him after a while, expecting him to be in the toilet.
About 2/3 the class went to search for him. Must have been freaky for the other teachers to see a hoard of 4H students walking randomly to the toilet xD
He turned up later just after we went back to class and put our seats in the right direction again.
E. chua (jokingly): SO WHO STARTED THIS?!?! Darren: No one sir, we all decided to do this spontaneously after chem lesson. E. chua (seriously): ok, since you want to do this kind of stupid thing, ill have to punish you. EVERYONE SHIFT YOUR SEATS TO FACE THE BACK OF THE CLASS.
We love E.Chua =D
3) My first chinese lesson
Well, i've sit in many this year, but this (cant remember when) is the first lesson where ive actually LEARNT something. I am simply amazed with myself. I actually took notes and stuff oO And tried to learn some new vocab haha
Maybe if i keep this up, ill pass my AOs =D
But that doesnt change the fact that I DETEST CHINESE.
part [D] mish stolen pearl devotions says: *eh you must read! *it's a very nice passage (refering to some chinese thing) *i found it in the newspaper
Aaron ||4Her.4ever|| says: *it's chinese
part [D] mish stolen pearl devotions says: *-_- *aaron
Aaron ||4Her.4ever|| says: *therefore i cannot read it
part [D] mish stolen pearl devotions says: *don't be idiotic. *you can!
Aaron ||4Her.4ever|| says: *it's a simple philo argument D= *P1: Aaron cant read chinese *P2: The article is in chinese *C: Aaron cant read the article *D= *my philo isnt as good as tg's but still, i think that's sound
part [D] mish stolen pearl devotions says: *you can read chinese. *the first premise is presumptous.
Aaron ||4Her.4ever|| says: *very well *i edit my argument *P1: Aaron is terrified by chinese P2: Terrified people must stay away from the things they are terrified them to minimise pain and suffering P3: Pain and suffering should be minimised as much as possible C: Aaron should stay away from chinese *then sub C into P1 and yeah =D
part [D] mish stolen pearl devotions says: *p3 is is presumptous. *without pain *you can never get muslces *MOVE OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE
Aaron ||4Her.4ever|| says: *no you know right *the circle thingies *the outermost is the impossible zone right? *chinese is somewhere hmm.... *out of the paper the circles are drawn in
part [D] mish stolen pearl devotions says: *-_-
I think that summarises it =D And touching chinese makes my skin burn. In the same way, reading chinese causes my eyes to fall out. Chinese has the imba powers of cyclops.
Lastly, an interesting bit of convo from person X (name left out to protect person's identity...all you need to know is that person X is EXTREMELY racist)
Me: why are you daoing person Y?
Person X: ? im not in case you're wondering, person Y isnt indian because person Y dosent have horns or six fingers on her left hand she is just an extremely suntanned chinese therefore i have no reason to dao her
Well that's all for now =D
Fishballs; 10:09 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
Haha im 16 years old! =D
But yeah...today was special cos of everyone who actually wished me happy birthday! =D
so yeah THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! =DD
And for 4H for singing the bday song xD And for SOME bowling people for trying to sing dirthday song for me AT THE BOWLING ALLEY HAHA
Once again, thanks everyone! =D
I look forward to tmr and the fun it promises! =D As well as the chance to train running abit (although it's only 1.5km) and maybe not fail 2.4km xD
12:17 is suck =\ Argh.
Tonight shall be an early night. I need my sleep xD
Fishballs; 11:12 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
I am extremely lag.
I have just discovered the song "Skyway Avenue"
Haha luckily i visited yunfei's blog and decided to listen to his music for once xD Thanks yunfei =P
Yesterday was eventful and FUN. Met russ lim at amk hub at 11:10 cos the other 3 people including the bday boy were late D=. Rawr tg daniel and bday boy chev. Time crisis 3 is a money eating machine. And makes your pockets hurt. Ouch.
So then we went to paragon for lunch cos tg wanted to try some VERY EXPENSIVE jap restautrant with some VERY LONG QUEUE. So we gave up and decided to eat at fish and co instead... (which coincidentally, could have been found at amk hub too)
But whatever the case, FISH AND CO IS SO GOOD. I just LOVE the fish and chips. When they say it's the best fish and chips in town, it truely is. I've only tasted it once, and that was when the fish wasnt THAT great.
But free flow drinks are very worth it on me. I solo drank 4 cups worth. Chev didnt pay anything cos we payed for him (bday boy treat!) And cos there was a bday boy there was 10% discount! So good xD
The seats are also good to play chess and bridge xD. We were playing bridge and TRANSFER CHESS throughout our lunch and having LOADS of fun while russ just daoed us and played his psp.
Transfer chess games were amusing. chev and me vs tg and daniel, where chev and daniel were playing white.
Game 1: tg and chev's game was cluttered by the overspammage of pieces from daniel sacking all his pieces and me exchanging loads of pieces to stop daniel's attack (cos daniel made full use of his extra tempo as white by sacrificing his bish for my f7 pawn so i couldnt castle.
In the end, I got sian of my game cos daniel was attacking too much and i was about to die soon anyway, so i looked over at chev's game.
"Hey cool! Chev did you see this one move checkmate?"
So Chev and I won game 1. xD
Game 2: Chev (white) vs tg (black) and aaron (black) vs daniel (white)
This was BY FAR much more eventful. Same sacrifice by daniel on f7, but in this game, my king had lots of exercise by daniel's pieces. It moved from e8 to f7 to g8 later. Then, it got chased all the way to my queenside (somewhere around b8).
BUT THAT WASNT ALL. Cos daniel just spammed pieces to attack me and sacked everything he could, and tg kept providing daniel with pieces while chev was kinda careless so i was under a never ending onslaught! D=
So my kind went from b8-->a1
But my king, being the imba king it is, managed to escape checkmate time and again with the help of planting pieces provided timely by chev. So, my king got CHASED ALL THE WAY BACK TO B8.
It's just so epic. And so amusing. My king has LEG MUSCLES OK. SICK LEG MUSCLES.
Just when i thought i managed to stop the onslaught of daniel's queen at my queenside (around b8 there) DANIEL SUDDNELY DECIDED TO SACK HIS QUEEN FOR MY PAWN.
The remainder of the game passed in a flash. But i got checkmated by 4 minor pieces.
That was just sick.
The remainder of the day was spent lanning left4dead at plazing sing. Chev is pro, but i had the higest accuracy and headshots xD
Comes from too much cs haha
And that ends the eventful elitist outing! Next friday is hopefully my turn xD
Fishballs; 7:31 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Thanks to ian for showing me this video xD
Frigging funny. A must watch. ESPECIALLY THE END haha
Fishballs; 11:15 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Haha a post dedicated to you ok! xD
So yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D You are now 16 and can do lots of interesting new stuff and watch NC16 movies LEGALLY and lots lots more lol.
Not to mention suan and remind me that you're older than me by 7 days rawr.
Thanks for being my friend these past 3 years and 3 mths and 10 days =D. I'm just sad that i didnt get to know you better in primary sch D=
But thanks for being there on all the times on msn, and joking around, supporting me, laughing during trainings, chinese lessons during sec 1 and 2, bridge games, random movies and outings and so much more.
Just THANKS FOR BEING A REALLY GREAT FRIEND ALL THESE YEARS =DDD
I'm really glad that you're my best friend =) And i wouldnt have had it any other way (:
I just hope that our friendship will last for many more years to come =)
and once again,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CHEVY!!! =DDD
Fishballs; 11:38 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
ok finally AN UPDATE
This blog is semi dying, and i really need to like put more LIFE into it and stuff =\
Today was vaguely uneventful, cos i ponned sch xD
Cos i was sick...sort of at least lol. But i still had to go ALL THE WAY TO SCH AND BACK for some stupid RE semi finals presentation D=
I just hope we managed to make owl happy, but not make it into finals xD That's the best outcome LOL
