Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I seriously feel damn sian today. Damn bored, and no one is on msn/people are too "sian/tired/being dao" to talk to me.

MSN convos are seriously not meant to be one sided. I think almost all convos that ive started today seem to have taken effort out of me to keep them going. Still remember the times when talking was easy when both sides just talk and i dunno...give like follow up pieces of info for the other person to catch on and talk back and answer.

And that's how a conversation is supposed to be.

And i dont know. The peeple i normally talk to dont talk anymore, well they dont talk like they used to, like the way that both sides enjoyed the convo.

Chev tries. And I appreciate that =)

But honestly the best convo that i had today was with tg. And I dont know about this, but my feeling is that that's quite sad.

Tg, if you read this, it's not you that's sad ok? xD Just that...I normally have so much other things to talk about to other people and that the little i have to talk to tg about is somehow more interesting or engaging than talking to other people.

That's just really sad.

I seriously need to get to know more people or for a closer bond with friends. I think, really, the only real real friend I can share stuff and all that is chev.

Only chev.

And that's quite sad too. Chev is a great friend, and I really appreciate the effort he puts into maintaining our friendship, but I really dont know, I feel that even he is sort of drifting away from me.

Edit: And russ. Dont feel bad ok? xD You were really helpful with helping me with the fate stay night thing xD. And you are my good friend too =)

And this is turning into an emo post lol. But really, sometimes I feel sort of lonely.




"Have you ever been alone in a crowded room, well I'm here with you"

I just wish the second half were true.

Fishballs; 9:39 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Snow. I think ill bury myself in it and make an igloo for myself and dao the world...then dig myself out at a later date...if i ever do dig myself out...




The dark side. Tempting.

Fishballs; 11:54 PM

I feel emo.

Just pissy and emo and dao the whole world and just grumpy and i vaguely know the source of the pissyness and i dunno.

Ok im incoherent but i dont care. I just want to type something for argh. Documentation purposes i suppose.

Despite being the somewhat social person i am, i feel like emoing alone >.<

Which is really rare, and nearly never been seen before (i think). And i dont think it's a good sign. To say the least >.>

How ironical seeing that today, of all days, is christmas day....

And i get pissy today.

...

Going on a daoing spree.

Fishballs; 5:30 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Omg Russ is now following my blog....scary. So stalkerish and scary lol.

Haiz im feeling bored. I know i shld start doing my chinese hw but I JUST CANT START RAWR. Feeling too sian and sick of chinese (despite the fact that dont do any chinese). Just looking at chinese makes me feel kinda queasy xD

Whee switched to firefox today and scrwing around with the options and add ons and being quite confused with all the functions generally...

I'm now writing this with the spelling function on so there are all these little red lines below the words to tell me that i've spelt them wrong or smth. And it's getting on my nerves RAWR.

See (ok fine you cant see it)....but even then word RAWR has this irritating little red dotted line below it. And it could be an acronym or smth right? Ok nvm that was random.

Whee siak peng will be proud of me. I randomly decided to mug a bit of chem tod ay for random reasons lol. Now i feel a bit ashamed of myself. Nvm, at least i havent mugged chinese yet xD

I ponned some PSL thingy today. Well, not really ponned cos it was my bro's bday today! =D so yeah xD

Haiz i cant let people or crash people's house until after 26th of dec....so sad =\. xmas dinners all the way!

And i have no idea why everyone is offline now and there's no one to talk to. Rawr.

I'm bored. =\

Haiz i will be somewhat happy when sch starts again xD. At least there's stuff to do, and sleeping in class is never boring. Although i think i will get stressed when it finally sinks in that i am in SEC 4. with AO levels. Sian.

Omg sec 4...it feels like well, last week when i was sec 1 and new to RI and still listening and greeting the sec 4 and 3s as seniors and etc. Time passes by so fast...

And next next year ill be going to RJC (hopefully assuming i can make it). And hopefully in RJC i wont need to take chinese so next year must MUG CHINESE. I'm going to be SOOOO stressed out next year....

And i dont think i can actually mug chinese through just my own motivation. Someone needs to force me rawr. (any volunteers? =P)

Just joking about the volunteers part. I dont want to mug chinese rawr.

Ok anyway....next year. Haiz still got 2 RAs and i made a bet with my friend to get something like 3.8-ish GPA or smth like that. Which means that only my chinese and one other subject can not get 4.0 (since i know chinese will be like 2.4 hopefully)

Hopefully i can maintain 3 sciences and math 4.0....AND PULL UP PHYSICIS BY ONE MARK RAWR. Also need to work on carelessness and all that. And need to be slightly more mugger for everything....including project work and goodness knwos what xD

I've been slacking. Sec 1 and sec 2 i was damn mugger lol. Must try to regain that sort of antisocial, mugger, work attitude.....well jsut a bit of that kind of attitude la =)

So many things i want for next year xD...so many things, very few achievable lol. But i dont mind an extra responsibility i guess =)

Omg i just realised this post has been a random mismatch of random thoughts and more random thoughts and goodness knows what all blended together to form a sort of random pie/pudding/fishcake

And might as well make this a thank you post LOL. So in no particular order....

This year has been random but fun xD With the introduction of a certain someone lol.... but it's been quite a good introduction, quite a good introduction =) It's been lots of fun having you around xD Even though you are slightly irritating at times, it's been nice having lots of RANDOM fun, sometimes concerning gloves koped from a certain place. So yeah...Thanks xD. And i really must invite you more often to play halo 3 LOL

Well i would also like to thank this next person for being there for me for the past approx 3 years =D. (If you still read my blog xD) But anyway, it really has been lots of fun knowing you =). But really, you have been such a good friend and have been always there for me when i needed it and well, supported me alot along the way =). Really, you have been a really important part of my life =) and i regret not knowing you better in primary sch (actually i regret alot of things in primary sch lol). And i would like to take this opportunity to apologize for everything i have done so far to wrong you or stuff =\....and i hope next year we'll still be great friends ok? =D

And next person....got to know you better not that long ago xD (Well actually i knew you quite long ago but not that well xD) And well, this year has been very up and down with you xD. But the ups were really up and the downs were not that low so yay! xD. You've been a great friend too and really, this year (or more like half of it) has been really memorable =). Haha i now regret making you block me and pissing you off earlier in my scrwd up life lol. I really enjoy your company xD and although im supposed to entertain you on msn =P, actually you do quite a really fantastic job in keeping me entertained too xD. Thanks for being a great friend =). And sorry for pissing you off when i did in this past few months ok? =) I just hope next year we'll still be great friends ok? =D

hmm next person. Well, (at least i think) we were good friends in sec 1 and 2, but now we've sort of drifted apart since we're in differnet classes and all and you got too famous =P. (And i dont think you read my blog but LOL nvm...maybe someone will show you this post one day). Anyway, we must go and do something random (eh i mean fun) someday. Prawn fishing would have been fun if i didnt have chinese tuition then xD...but really...i hope we'll still keep in touch and all that.

And next, this person i really want to thank mainly for organising rosyth stuff xD. And although you (refering to the person here) might been quite irritating and piss me off sometimes... you too, have been a good friend =D. And realy you're quite fun to talk to as ong as you dont get pissy and stuff ok? xD And yeah thanks for helping me with some work this year! =P Oh yeah, and sorry abt being so unenthu abt the gatherings this year ok? =) shall try harder next year =D

Oh! And I would like to thanks this person for making sec 1 sec 2 and CCA so lively =P. Thanks! xD. But i suspect you're too busy WoW-ing to read blogs but nvm =P. Thanks all the same for being my friend xD. And hopefully we'll stay in touch next year as well

And as for the rest of the people who i know and i am friends with, I thanks you all! =D Sorry for not having a personalized message left behind for you, but I do remember you all the same! =D (And anyway my hands are getting tired LOL)

So yeah. Thanks to all! =DD

Fishballs; 4:09 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

okokokokok.

After a long period of inactivity i have decided to post random stuff on this blog so that it doesnt die xD

And to finally rach my 50th post as well xD. Cant believe it's taken so long to reach such a low number =\

Anyway....class chalet!

Class chalet was quite amusing. Did LOADS of random stuff. First of which was bringing mish along to the class chalet (well actually she wanted to come xD). She made friends quite fast with my classmates =)

Especially some people ;). lol.

Anyway played monopoly and bridge awhile before mish left. Then benjo went to burn 5 bucks on this gambling arcade game before deciding it wasnt worth it xD.

Watch classmates play soccer. Someone should try to goalkeep better lol xD. No offence meant =)

Then was the BBQ. WHEE!

Russell did some random thing. He put some bread into the microwave for 5 minutes on high. Naturally, after a mere 2 min, the bread got toasted until it was burnt and the smoke that came out of it probably caused the blackout all the chalets experienced.

lol.

Then random people and i played the thumbs game. Loser had to drink this random concoction made from tomato and chilli and peanut sauce, and some fishballs, and some fizzy drink, and lots of other random stuff.

I drank for the first round. yucks.

Then, russ, ian, benjo, WC and i went for this night walk thingy xD.

first we went to the beach and acting like little dogs that bark at waves, chase them, and run away as the wave chases them back. (Ok fine the dogs were mainly russ and i xD)

But only russ got his shoes soaked =P

So russ rand back to the chalet while the rest of us decided to try and get to macs. We blasted music, sang, talked abt various topics like oip, and well....walked.

It was kinda fun, but i must say we failed quite miserably in our attempt to get there xD. And for some strange reason wai choong was afraid of a tree. (ask me for a pic of the tree)

But the most scary part was when we were all hit with a huge spider web. We all started running xD.

Night had some interesting activities involving lots of suggestive, sick actions and stripping. Not going to go into detail. If you are really interested, (AND YOU SHLDNT BE), ask me =)

Sleeping after that was a horror, especially with russ jumping onto beds and trying to....eh.....fertilise everyone. Despite the fact we're all male. >.>

He failed, just in case you were wondering. But we pushed him off the bed anyway. =P

Second day. 4 of us went to crash andrew's house and play halo. Then we went to crash mish's house xD. Interesting how her house got crashed by 7 guys, 4 of which she just got to know the day before.

I just hope her mum NEVER EVER finds out xD.

PS: Thanks to russell and his parents for giving me a life home =D

And the day ends here

Fishballs; 9:14 PM