Tuesday, August 5, 2008

It is rare (like only once before?) when i feel emo to such a point as i am feeling now. I cant do work, i cant play, i cant talk, and even posting this is a sort of mechanical process, a mere documentation of my messed up feelings rather than an actual post.

But i had better not relapse into this state. I do not think this is healthy for me or the people around me. Swearing is a bad sign.

Hopefully ill feel better tomorrow. And to anyone who i acted pissy-ly today. Especially someone. I am really truely sorry. It's all my fault really. And once again, I am really sorry. Really really sorry.

Fishballs; 10:00 PM